is negative. Or positive depending on how it’s counted. Both tubes are blocked (the non-ectopic one worse than the ectopic one).
Somehow I didn’t really think that there was an issue with the tubes. Saline ultrasound was fine. It’s not I’ve ever had something that was a risk factor. The worst part of the test was actually the speculum. Everything after was fine. Cramping’s not bad either.
Today is my mourning day. Yet another way that my body has failed me. And I’m pretty sure this means that I can never have children without intervention (I was hopeful that after kid #1, PCOS issues would resolve itself). At this point, my ovaries don’t work. Nor do my tubes. What guarantee do I have that my uterus would work? The ovaries are fixable with meds. The tubes can be bypassed with IVF. But the uterus .. as far as I know it needs to function properly.
So where am I now? Well, at least this shitty news simplifies decision making. IVF is the only way forward. We have a meeting with the RE next week where we’ll work out the how’s and when’s. And.. I’ll brace myself for the next couple of months.